For some reason, suddenly, it seems as no one is reading my blog anymore. Like I mean overnight, my "numbers" dropped, oddly. I mean, to a point, I don't do this for numbers, but it is weird that such a large amount of people stopped reading...and it kind of does bother me more than I thought.
Not to sound like an egomaniac....lol. But maybe I do like the fact that people are reading this blog, not for numbers though...because to me, the readers of my blog are kind of like my support system....
So if you are reading this, please know that you are more than just a number to me. Your silent support has got me through a lot of hard times. Just knowing that you cared enough to read my story, and Elijah's story, makes me feel like it all matters some how.
And I am sorry, if somehow I did something that led people to stop reading. I am always open and honest in this blog, almost to a fault. I hope that I bring some inspiration to your life, and again am so thankful for your support. Thank you again and again for being here and reading my blog.
Anyways, tonight we had a panicked "It's going to rain on Halloween" moment, and went to EVERY trunk or treat in town...all three of them. It was a little thrown together and stressful at moments, but the kids got their candy and seemed to end up having a good night. Their favorite part was probably the horse back riding that happened at the last church we visited. My favorite part of the night was the Peanuts themed trunk or treat trunk where my kindergarten teacher surprised me when she recognized me and called me by name! It was pretty amazing. I also saw one of my favorite college professors too and got to show her my husband and kids. All really nice moments. I felt that Elijah had to have been there with us in spirit somehow.
And now I have a ton of last minute work I need to catch up on before I head off to my retreat this Friday!!! Please continue to send love and prayers that my bank account is cleared up before then. Tomorrow morning I am going to have to start working on all that mess again until it is cleared up.
Sending you guys all lots of love. Hope you are having a beautiful night. Thank you again for every single blog you have read. It truly means the world to me. You are amazing.
Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.
Thank you.
Oh sweet sweet boy.
I love and miss you so much,
especially on days like these.
It was so amazing to see Linus tonight,
it made me feel like you were right there with us.
I wish you were right here with us.
Always.
<3
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