I just finished the first coat on a new yoga mat I am painting. My fingers are covered in dry paint.
I am so tired. This exhaustion won't seem to leave. And I feel bad because I'm not even being that active with the kids like I'd like to be. I keep hoping to take them on a hike or to the playground, but I'm just so tired that it hasn't happened. I'm just going to have to make myself do it sometime soon. The weather being so yucky is not really helping.
Anyways, today was pretty good. The kids and I got up and made some shrinky dinks and learned a little about planets. Then we all went to the gym. And then I dropped poor Alex off for a class at the library I swore he had today, but it turns out it was tomorrow. lol. And now here I am blogging after painting the yoga mat.
Levi and I are intermitted fasting right now. I feel like nothing is helping me lose weight though. I gained so much last year that it feels hopeless when it comes to losing it sometimes. I've never weighed this much, unless I was pregnant, and I'm not happy with it. But I keep going to the gym and maybe if I commit to this dieting thing for a little while it will slowly go away. It takes commitment to not only go to the gym, but to eat right...and I have a sweet tooth and no will power when it comes to food lol--I feel like that is my major downfall.
I did cook some fresh pineapple on the stovetop tonight though, and it was a really nice treat, and healthy too!
Anyways, I'm going to go scrub my hands and get ready for bed. I have a morning yoga class at 6am tomorrow.
Send me love! Maybe someone will show up this week lol.
Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.
Thank you.
Send me love sweet boy.
I feel so lost without you sometimes.
I love and miss you so much.
Always.
<3
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