I am doing a rewrite on my Elijah novel. I hope to be done with this draft by my birthday. I've only been working on it for three days and am back up to 10,058 words. I need to be at like 50,000 (at least) for my birthday lol. So I still have a long way to go, but I have a story arch that seems to be helping quite a bit. The chapter I am on now is probably the hardest thing I have ever written, so I had to take a step back and take a break for myself to catch up mentally. I woke up feeling bad this morning physically too, but it seems to have passed, whatever it was. Anyways, I have been praying that little prayer I shared with yesterday and it seems to be making me feel better. I think it is the notion of letting go of what I think I am supposed to be and just becoming what I am. I don't know how much that even makes sense.
Anyways, writing a book is a lot of hard work, so please send lots of love and prayers.
I am continuing with my Lenten study by sharing this thought with you:
"Whose prayer can you be the answer to today?"
Okay, I'm going to bed.
Sending you all lots of love.
Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.
Thank you.
I still don't understand why you had to go.
It seems selfish to ask why you and why not someone else...
Let me very clear here, I don't want anyone to die.
I just don't understand how someone gets to say, "MY God is good because he saved my child,"
while I sit here wondering why on Earth God didn't save you.
That simple thought alone makes me feel like a terrible person.
I hope you know I'm not.
I just miss you more than you could ever imagine.
I love you more.
Always
<3
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