Today on the way home I saw a rainbow and this song was playing
It's called, "I love you always forever."
I admit, I am not fond of the song. I use to hate it growing up. I found this lady's voice annoying for some reason. But today it brought me a little peace, thinking that maybe, just maybe Elijah feels this way about me.
On my way home I also purchased the tree for The Love, Elijah Project's Holiday Remembrance tree.
I really wanted to have a tree donated, but I was afraid if I waited too long, I would miss out on the sale at Michael's. They have trees 1/2 off right now.
I wanted a 9footer, but they were all sold out, so I got a 7 and 1/2 footer.
A smaller tree might be okay right now, because I haven't received any ornaments yet.
So, I am probably going to buy ornaments myself, and it will be easier to cover a small tree.
Not complaining, just being realistic.
I am so tired this evening.
I managed to get some hand written letters done for the parents who have written into Love, Elijah. I gave them each a Love, Elijah sticker too.
I hope they appreciate it.
Today there was a post on Humans of New York where a mother talked about her eptopic pregnancy.
It was really great to see her be strong and share her story on such a great platform. I invited her to also tell her story on Love, Elijah...but there were thousands and thousands of comments, so I don't know if she will ever see it. I am so sorry for her loss though...she seemed like she was very excited about becoming a mom.
Well, apparently my sleepiness is getting to me, because Levi is telling me I am being a grouch.
I should probably get some sleep.
Oh sweet sweet Elijah.
If you could talk to God and tell him I need his help, that would be great. I haven't done real well with praying lately. Not that I don't believe, I am just not in that place yet where I can. I just know I need his help.
I miss you everyday, and that will never ever change.
I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you.
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