The car drama continues...lol. Now my van needs new cv joints and I still can't drive it...well until the parts come in and we change out everything. Then hopefully the van will be good to go!
I feel like I should have gotten so much more done today than I did, but I did manage to get groceries for the next 5 days, so that is something. lol.
I also brought a friend some coffee as my act of kindness in memory of Elijah. She was missing her grandfather and it was really nice to hear her talk about him and share a sweet moment.
Levi couldn't go to work today because of the car situation, so he is home and has free time this week. I am kind of happy for him. He literally works everyday. He deserves a break. Also, he is amazing at keeping the kids quiet when I take a nap lol. And I took a really long nap today. The medicine I am taking for me neck and arm pain makes me so sleepy.
I am actually considering going to sleep soon because I am still so tired but I have a book that needs to be finished and 14 ornaments to work on....I guess it would be better to work rested tomorrow.
I have done pretty good so far about posting every day for "capture your grief" on my facebook page. But it's only day four....lol. If you want to follow my posts, check out my instagram page: https://www.instagram.com/elijahsmomchangestheworld/ or my facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/polkadotpolly.
Okay, I'm going to log off and go take a bath. Sending you all lots of love. Have a beautiful night.
Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.
The hurting never really stops.
I miss you with every fiber of my being.
I feel it down to my soul.
I feel it in my body.
It's not a feeling I can even begin to explain.
But I am also happy and free.
I am both.
The happiness comes from you,
the hurt comes from death.
Both of these things exist in my daily life.
It is so beautifully bizarre.
I love and miss you so so much Elijah.
Always.
<3
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