Today is 1/11. That might be a "lucky" number, but this morning I'm having some trouble getting going. I slept really late because I have been so exhausted lately. I woke up with a headache. I went to the grocery store and spent longer there than I really wanted....then got asked a really rude and super personal question by the check out girl...
Time to let that go I guess....It is almost afternoon. I can't let this crummy morning ruin the rest of the day...even though I'd really be okay with crawling in bed and sleeping through what's left of it.
Last night I had a second dream about living in Sedona. Or at least bringing my kids there...not really sure. Sometimes my dreams are crazy vivid but crazy busy. I lose a lot of details in the madness. My mom and I took a trip there and we only had 2 days to see what we wanted to...of course we missed most of it. There were beautiful streams and places for the kids to play that I wish were real and close by. But the part that pulled on my heart string
If only the answer to all my problems would just show up like a miracle so I could just rest and bring my kids to this place I dreamed of. In the mean time, I guess I need to make a list of all the things I need to "work on" and get started....
Sending you guys all lots of love. I pray we all find the place where our souls feel at home.
Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.
Thank you
Oh the beauty in rest and understanding.
I feel like I have "worked" hard enough already.
My heavy heart just wants a rest.
Send me love sweet boogie.
I love and miss you so much.
Always
<3
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