Saturday, November 21, 2015

Pushing through it all...

It is 8:45pm.

I just got finished putting names on ornaments for our Love, Elijah Holiday Remembrance tree.

I went ahead and used the $65 we had raised and put it towards the tree.

I got a ton of ornaments, and some tinsel to make it pretty. I also have an angel I purchased about a week or so ago.

Now I need a sign made, and an extension chord.

I am supposed to set it up the day after Thanksgiving, but I was hoping to do it before I went home to Louisiana for Thanksgiving.

HOWEVER, my schedule got changed, and now I don't have the time....so I will just have to do it when I get back from spending Thanksgiving with my family.

Trying not to just give in and quit....really trying so hard. I love my job... I love where I work.

I just feel like the operation is more important than me and my family, and I have never felt the heartache of it all more than I do now.

But, it is our source of income until we can figure something else out...

I'm sorry for complaining so much. I know I am lucky to have a job...especially the one I have.

And...
  that is enough about that.

Tomorrow morning I am going to try to start catching up on my love, elijah blog.

I have a few packages of ornaments to blog about.

I also need to get to the post office...

I promise I will get to it all soon.

Right now, I need sleep.






Good night sweet boy.

I love you.

It has been a while since you have visited me in my dreams.

I would love to see you again.

I miss you so much.









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