Friday, December 11, 2015

A Little Relief

It is 7:27pm

I am backing up files, because my computer is on its last leg apparently...

Anyways, today, after a complete meltdown, I decided to contact one of my managers and ask what I would need to do to get a leave of absence. And she was really great about it.

I think what we decided on was for it to start this Sunday and it will go until January 6th or 7th or so...

This will give me some time to heal over the holidays.

With the loss of Elijah, and our housing situation (or lack their of), I am just drowning right now and can not add work to the mix.

So it is a little bit of weight off my shoulder that I can take a break from work...

I will worry about the money later...my mental health is more important right now.

I guess we will go home to Louisiana for Christmas.

I am going to wait a few days though, because I am waiting for a few Love, Elijah package and I still have a few ornaments to hang on the tree. Plus, I will need to take care of things like forwarding the mail temporarily and little things like that. And I kind of want to take the boys to see The Christmas Lights at a few places before we leave.

But this is only a temporary fix. Please continue to pray for us. And always pray for my Elijah.



Elijah I miss you all the time.

Today there has been a lot of crying.

But Gabriel has been so sweet.

He keeps telling me that even though you are miles and miles away, you are always in our hearts.

I just wish you were in my arms.







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