Tuesday, December 29, 2015

believe...

It is 10:00pm.

Today the boys and I went on another hike.

I went to the spot where I last took a video of the waterfall with the light dancing all around me.

The spot where I hoped it was a sign from Elijah.

There I placed a special little fairy door.

I also made and a little sign that said "Believe. Love, Elijah"




This little door has been an adventure to make and I don't know how long it will actually last. But it brought me some joy and I really hope it makes someone else smile...and reminds them to believe.

As the time draws closer to go back to Florida, my nerves are getting crazy. I need to find a place for us to live. I need a place to blog and make videos. I need more room for my family. I need a home.

So please continue to pray for us...

Remind me to just believe.

Missing Elijah a lot tonight...


Oh my sweet boogie.
I miss you so.
I know I wasn't the best mom I could have been a better mom. 
I hope you can forgive me.
I love you so so so much and I always will.
And I will continue to work at proving it every day because you are so so important to me.






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