Goodbye 2015...

It is 10:16pm.

Well here it is..the part where I'm probably supposed to talk about all that happened this year and what I Hope for in the new....

What can I say? 2015 sucked for us. We have been homeless for most of it and Elijah passed away... I don't guess I should want to hold on to this year for any reason at all...

But I do.

It was also a magical year because it will be the only year in my life that I got to hold my sweet Elijah in my arms. If I had the chance to just go back...I would live it all over again.

I would give anything to just have that time back.

But time moves on...even when you don't want it to.

I am pushing forward because I have to.

I am pushing forward for Elijah, and for my other sweet boys...they need me.

I am going to figure out a way to use my storm for good.

I have been working on my Love, Elijah webpage all day, and tomorrow I am going to working on adding information about our 98 mile walk on the 98th day of the year, and how people can sponsor us.

I am also going to start a periscope account and start writing my first youtube series.

I mean, it will all be a little at a time, but this coming year I am going to make up for all the crap we have been through...

None of it will bring Elijah back, but it is a fight to keep his legacy alive and keep my promise to him.

Also, I guess my other New Year's Resolution is to find us a home...and help these kids collect enough coins to go to Hawaii in their lifetime...lol.

Wish me luck.

Good bye 2015... I have no choice to let you go...you may have stole Elijah from me, but you will NEVER steal my memories from me, or my love for him.

Oh sweet boy. 

I hope you saw our little fireworks display.

You can thank Gabriel for that.

He reminded me that you love fireworks.

(not that we actually know that)

I miss you so much.

Stay with me in the new year, and always.

I love you my boogie. <3