Monday, December 21, 2015

The Christmas Card That Never Came

It is 6:47pm.

I will keep this blog short.

It is not meant to be a pitty party.

It is really meant for anything except for me to vent.

Today my kids got Christmas cards in the mail and there were just 3....

I have 4 kids...

I know Elijah would not be able to hold his card, but I could have put it next to him on his little table.

It would have been nice for this person to at least recognize him on the card for me and Levi. (my husband)

This is not just an acquaintance, not just some friend...this was someone who had a big role in Elijah's life...

But now that I am venting...this is also the person who introduced Levi and I as only having 3 boys shortly after Elijah passed...

Just because Elijah is not in my arms does not erase him from my life!

I have and will always have 4 sons...unless for some reason we ever have more...

Thank you.




Oh sweet Elijah, you are always a part of this family and I will include you in everything I do. 
Just because you are not here physically, does not mean that we do not honor you as part of our family. I love you so so much and nothing will ever change that. 
You are my baby and I am forever your mom.


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