We are at Levi's grandmother's house for the next few days...
The boys are so excited about Christmas and I am thanking God that family sent money and we were able to get them a few things this morning...
But ugh...I still haven't got my star for Elijah. And it is hard to think about how in a few day from now I should be celebrating his first Christmas and instead I am still trying to cope with him not being in my arms.
In his honor I am trying to stay strong and remember the gifts he has given me...and he have me the greatest gift of all...love.
My love for him is like no other, and his love for me is still felt in everyday miracles.
Today as I was looking for a certain photo in my phone, I found this photo of Elijah from this summer when he was very much alive, right next to a photo that read "where there is love there is life."
Is this a gift from Elijah?
Who knows...but I am taking it and I am thankful.
Elijah lives on through his family's love for him.
Oh sweet boy.
You are my light.
You were a gift and I am so lucky for every second I had with you.
I miss you so much.
I love you always.
I will always be your momma.
You will always be my boy.
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