Distractions....

It is 10:44pm.

I just finished making a gofundme page for my tiny home bus conversion....and I feel stupid...lol.

It is really weird, but weird is what catches people's attention, so who knows...maybe it will get somewhere.

You never know until you try...and I am trying oh so hard.

I even sent it to the Ellen show.

I am going back to work on the 10th and we have tax returns coming up soon, I am hoping both of those things will also help too...but a girl can dream...

The campaign is kind of a competition...we promise to give the person who leaves the funniest story with a pledge, this creepy cat statue...but the story they leave, has to be about the creepy cat.

This is the page:
https://www.gofundme.com/77hh6g5s

Perhaps I needed the silliness today as a distraction...

To be honest, I did not wake up in the best of moods.

Today was the seven month anniversary of Elijah's birth. He should be crawling around and he would have been over 1/2 a year old now. He would be eating baby food...and there is just so much I will never know about him...

So I made a stupid cat video to distract me....

UGH!

It's just not fair.

Anyways, other little things were nice distractions too...

I got a new laptop, that someone gifted me to use for Love, Elijah...and I'm actually using it right now and I love it.

Also, we got Elijah a new bag today

It is not the super nice grey bag I originally wanted, but you know what? I really love it. It is cute, and happy, and I felt drawn to it... I really hope Elijah likes it. It is much better than the stupid funeral home bag we have been transporting him in.

Also,  I stopped drinking soda today, and packed some of our stuff up to start our trip back to Florida tomorrow...

And I donated all our soaps and shampoos I have been collecting from hotel stays (which was quite a lot) to The Natchitoches Parish Council on Aging, and then brought a big bag of clothes to Goodwill too.

So, I managed to stay distracted for the majority of the day from all the bad feelings I had this morning.

But they are always there...no matter the distractions...I miss him so much.

Blah..

Well, I really need to get some sleep... at least today was purposeful. <3

Hi Little Sunflower <3

Happy seven month birthday!

Hope you like your new bag.

I miss you so so much.

We all do.

I love you I love you I love you.

<3

Good night Elijah.