Gabriel said its bed time.

It is 10:17pm

I am sitting here listen to Gabriel talk about how sinks have water and toilets have water and how "that's crazy."

Today I did my first motivational Monday on The Love Elijah Project Facebook page.

It went ok.

I finished my blog and made some nice little "memes" and I did my first periscope.

I was a nervous mess for periscope, but I am glad I got it out of the way...I think it will make me do better next time.

I had 11 viewers...so I'm not too worried about the impression I left behind...lol.

But today was productive...and productive is good.

One of my favorite moments of the day was when I sent the boys into "their room" and after a few squabbles...they cleaned everything up and all went outside to play together...

It sound so simple, but it was just really nice.

Anyways I'm tired. So tired that in the shower just a minute ago, I thought " Is it Wednesday yet? Did I forget to buy my powerball ticket?" After posting motivational Monday stuff all day.

Oh man...

I guess I need to go to bed. Gabriel said he is ready for bed, and he also said that Elijah is ready for bed too <3 <3 <3

He told me that Elijah is right here and he is with his blanket.

I love their connection.

I sure miss that baby boy.

Oh this moment.

If I could only go back to this moment and never let it go.

You were heaven to me..

And now your in Heaven without me.

I miss you so much.

I love you my boogie

<3