I had planned on going to bed earlier tonight but then I took a chance and wrote a short story to submit to a magazine.
The subject was identity...which I'm not really sure if I nailed or not...but it did invite you to think outside the box.
I wrote about being a bereaved parent and shared mine and Elijah's story.
At first I did it because if it gets chosen I will get paid...but as I got further into the story, I was more inspired by the fact that more people could learn about Elijah and how he has changed me.
So wish me luck there...
Today the anger has lessened.
A good friend of mine invited me to lunch and I vented a lot...lol...and poor thing...she mainly just sat there and listened.
But I really want to thank her. I know it was probably akward seeing me for the first time after Elijah's passing.
I know it is awkward...but for her to step up and be a friend that cares enough to break that silence...I can't tell you how much that means.
So thank you Jackie.. You rock and I have missed you.
I also managed to get another card out in the mail today to another Angel mom...this time with a blank card and stamped envelope inside to help her send a letter to love, Elijah.
We chatted for a while and I am glad for that too.
Everyday has its ups and downs...
Oh my gosh what I would give to go back to this very moment.
I was so proud of us.
I still am.
Nothing will ever change how beautiful you are to me.
I love and miss you my boogie.
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