Umm...what day are we on? (I think I need to start over)

It is 11:08pm.

I finally got www.loveelijah.com  looking the way I want it...

there are a few updates I need to make, and some planning still yet to come, but I am getting there step by step.

The thing I am most proud of is the page I dedicated to all the acts of kindness in Elijah's memory.

I can't wait to see it grow every day...in fact, I have 2 more acts of kindness to add to it tomorrow morning.

Today I have failed majorly on the "no complaining."

I have to learn to trust myself more. Find some confidence, and realize that no 2 journeys are the same. This is a long time struggle of mine.

There were many times today that I stopped myself from complaining more than I already did, but all in all, I am going to note today as a fail.

But it is okay....I  knew going into this that it was an impossible task.

Tomorrow is a new day.

Just keep praying. Pray for me. Pray for my family. And always pray for my Elijah.

Maybe say a little prayer for the world too ;)

Elijah, we will get there.

I care.

I care so much it hurts.

I will find a way to make others care.

But even if they don't, 

I will never stop saying your name.

I will never stop creating your legacy.

I will never stop loving you.

I miss you my boogie.

<3