Friday, April 15, 2016

the lights are on

It is 11:24pm.

I am sitting on the floor in our new art therapy studio because we turned on the electricity today and moved on some things and made some things and now I am resting a bit.

Good news is I found 2 Big tables and one little table in storage. I am going to sand them down and repaint them and it will be kind of fun and different.

I also found my sewing machine which will be a great addition!

But we've got a lot of crap to sort through and I still need some shelves and a mini fridge, some rugs, bean bags, a whole bunch of art supplies...and some finishing touches.

I got approved for some credit today but if rather keep that as a backup...but it sure does ease the nervousness.

I think tomorrow we will get a little more furniture in and when we start to put it all together I think I will be able to breathe a little better.

I just want it to be perfect because I am doing this all for Elijah and all the other parents who have children....

I have some pretty big expectations...

Well it is late, I guess I should be wrapping it up.

Tomorrow there is a tournament and open house at the mma gym and I would like us all to go.

Just keep praying...pray for me. Pray for my family. Pray for The Love, Elijah Project and always Pray for my Elijah.

Thank you


Oh Elijah...I miss you so much. I know all of this stuff we are doing in your memory is great and I am excited, but I would much rather be holding you. I love you little man. I miss you Sooo much.

<3


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