Blame it On The Rain

It is 5:43pm

It is almost time to open my studio up for its evening hours...

I am experiencing this overwhelming ammount of  exhaustion and dissapointment today...which is really weird because today I had a wonderful donation, and I also made some really great connections...

I think I am just tired.

But you know what?  Starting your own business/nonprofit is hard work guys...

None of this has been easy, but now that the excitement of us opening has passed, the reality of just how much work this takes is settling in and it can cause some pretty overwhelming emotions.

I know a lot of people have written in to The Ellen Show about me in the past, but I am thinking we should start a "get Kelly on Ellen" campaign...lol... Can someone go ahead put that together for me? ;)

I am still confident in our cause, especially now that I am making connections, but my patience is thin today and my hope is not as strong as I would like it to be.

Maybe it is the rain.

Can we pull a milli vanilli and blame it on the rain?

That is what I am going to do. I am blaming it on the rain...even though it is so much more than that.

Omg...I am so tired and I am totally listening to Milli Vanilla on youtube now.

Please pray for me. Pray for The Love, Elijah Project. Pray for my sanity. Pray for my family. And always always pray for my Elijah.

Oh what I would give to hold you on my chest again and just kiss those big cheeks. You are so so lovely and I miss you so so much. Those lips <3 That nose <3 You are so beautiful.

I love you my boogie.