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It is 10:21pm.

I created like 50,000 t-shirts today (or somewhere close to that anyways).

Not because I really wanted to...

But because my etsy shop needed an overhaul and I really need it to be successful until can find other forms of funding for our studio.

Everything is a lot of work....but because it is helping keep Elijah's memory alive and helping us change the world for him...it is all worth it.

I need to be in bed and I need to start blogging earlier... I have gym in the morning and I am still trying to adjust adding it in to my routine.

I should probably do a lot of things....

Sweet boy.I love and miss you so. I feel like today was such a let down...like I could have done something better for us with our time. But maybe the shirts will help someone or make someone smile....

I don't know Elijah...half the time I don't know what I am doing...I am just doing it because I care and I am trying to hold my head above the water.

Goodnight baby boy. I love you.