Monday, November 7, 2016

424: I Miss The Sunshine

It is 8:02 pm and it feels like it has to be 11.

I really don't understand why we have to go through this time change.

I miss the longer days already.

I miss the sunshine.

We ended up not going to Crowville after all, because Levi decided to point out to me that we would only be there like three days and then turn around and have to come back... So now I am at my dad's house with the kids, while he is at his friends house... sounds totally fair right? ;P

It is probably going to be a long week.

I really need to get business cards like ASAP and it looks like my books I ordered won't be in until next week sometime, but we are still going to do farmer's market this weekend with what we have and that is really all I can do. Maybe I will figure out something else that can sell in the mean time.

AND our first Random Acts Of Kindness day for www.illbehomeforchristmasfestival.com is this coming Friday! I am really excited about that. I even had a lady message me today and ask if she could help! <3

I know it doesn't have Elijah's name physically written on the website or the RAOK day, but he is totally the drive behind everything I do and I hope all this kindness we spread makes him proud.

I just really want to get to a place where I can be successful, so that I can get back to where I feel comfortable enough to do outreach for bereaved parents and be able to afford to offer them the things I want to provide.

I will get there someday...

Just gotta keep going and keep pushing forward.

<3

Anyways, my anxiety is pretty high this evening so I am going to go take a bath and try to relax or get some sleep.

Good night everyone.

Please continue to pray for our world. Pray for my family. Pray for me. And always always pray for my sweet Elijah.

Thank you.


Hey sweet boy.
This picture makes me giggle.
Look at your funny face.
You are so cute and I miss you so so so so so so so so much.
I just want you back in my arms.
I love you Elijah.
Always.
<3





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