Wednesday, November 23, 2016

440: tomorrow

It is 10:30pm and I am cooking pralines for tomorrow.

Not that I had planned on making pralines for Thanksgiving...I just had half and half in our mini fridge that we didn't have room for and it was about to go bad anyway.

But now that I am into the second batch, I realized I am using the wrong butter lol...and yes, it does make a difference.

Oh well...like Levi said, we aren't selling these.

And they are still pretty good I guess.

Today has been a long day.

Just thinking about Elijah and what he would be like and what he would eat tomorrow.

The holidays will always be hard.

I just miss him.

I heard one of our songs today and cried my eyes out.

But I have pushed through and cleaned up our new place quite a bit and tomorrow we will be having my mom dad and brother over for lunch.

And Then tomorrow night I am going to finish our stockings so we can set up the holiday remembrance tree Friday.

But I really should get some sleep I guess. I have a lot of cooking to do tomorrow.

Just please that tomorrow is gentle on us....

Pray for our world. Pray for my family. Pray for me. And always always pray for my sweet Elijah.

Thank you


Hi sweet boy.
I know We are going to miss you so much tomorrow, but we miss you so much every day.
I am always thankful for the time we had together though and nothing can change that.
I love you so much.
<3

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