Wednesday, December 27, 2017

839: The Upside Down

It is 8:20pm.

BURRRRRRR!!!!! It's so cold.





This morning I started Voluntary Tax preparation classes. 

You are probably thinking this is an odd turn of events--and--yes it kind of is. Lol.

But hey! It is a new trade that I will be able to tuck in my pocket. It is also possibly a new way to make some good money (in the future), and while I am learning I am also able to help people. 

Not sure where it will go, but I am going to choose to just be thankful for the opportunity and enjoy it while it is here. If nothing else, I will be able to do my own taxes properly, which is kind of exciting for a self employed writer! Especially since my goal this coming year is to write more children's books and finish my novel. 

Tomorrow we hit the road again to go see my mom so that we can try one more time to board The Polar Express. Send us lots of love!

I love you guys. Thank you for reading my blog. Hope you are all living your dreams and loving your life!

Please continue to pray for our Earth. Pray for our World. Pray for our families. Pray for our children. Pray for each other. Pray for peace. Pray for love. Pray for hope. And always always pray for my sweet sweet Elijah.

Thank you.


Last night I had a dream about The Stranger Things.
I dreamed I was trapped in the Upside Down and there was no way out.
I wasn't really scared though.
I guess because I have already been through the hell of losing you
things like that don't frighten me anymore.
I was just about to say how I wish I had a string of Christmas lights 
that helped me communicate with you,
but I kind of do, don't I?
We have hearts and sunflowers, pears and Linus, and our songs too.
And you are not in the upside down,
no way kiddo.
You are safe and warm inside my heart,
and someplace high above the sky.
I will always look for you though,
I look for you everywhere.
I love you Elijah.
I miss you so much.
Always.
<3 


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