I just finished dinner and am now having to explain to Julien why our dog Winter is "in heat." Oh boy. Lol. Fun times.
Today Levi went back to Shreveport to prepare for a fight in March, and to get some work in.
I took the kids to the playground for a while this morning because the sun was shining, and they needed the time to be free to run around and play. Alex and I played two square, and Julien and Gabriel discovered small animals in the ditch. Then they all ran and played while I picked up trash as today's act of kindness in memory of Elijah. It was a nice morning.
Last night it stormed all night, so I really didn't get a lot of sleep. It wasn't really the storm that kept me awake, but the worries of what would happen to Elijah's Little Library during the "bad weather."
However, with much relief, I went and checked on it this morning and it survived- with no moisture inside. Thank you God!
Now that the Library is done, I almost feel lost lol. I keep walking out the bus expecting to see it there- needing more work- but it is done. So now I should be focusing on my book and my family. Well, and there is the tax preparation stuff I signed up for, and forms and appointments that need to be made. Ugh. I really just want to finish this book lol.
One day at a time.
Patience.
I can do this.
I am doing this.
Sending you all lots of love! I hope you are living your dreams and loving your life. You deserve it.
Keep praying for our World. Pray for Earth. Pray for each other. Pray for our families. Pray for our children. Pray for hope. Pray for love. Pray for joy. Pray for you! Pray for me. And always always pray for my sweet sweet Elijah.
Thank you.
Am I doing enough?
It never feels like enough.
I just want you to know how much I love and miss you.
I don't even know if that it is possible to prove.
I just want to hold you again.
I just want to change the world for you
and let everyone know just how important you really are.
I love and miss you so much.
Always.
<3
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