890: "Sitting Waiting Wishing"

It is 9:36pm.

I am kind of lost lol. There is a little bit of a "lull" time right now while I wait on the beautiful people in my life who are helping me with my book to send their much needed help...that and I am waiting on money.

I can research and prepare (and I have been), but my mind is still in the whole book creation mode. It is like, "what do we need to paint or write, or rewrite?"

It is also kind of euphoric. That "next big adventure" high. Now that the book is "finished," I begin again. I begin believing and promoting. I begin creating the life I want to live. I begin seeing the world really change for Elijah.

I am so thankful and excited right now.

I don't even know what to do with myself lol.

I am just releasing all this love and surrendering my book to what will be, and going to go find a snack and maybe just enjoy the night.

Please send your love and prayers to Alex who is on a Boy Scout hike tonight. I believe the total hike is 6 miles? Shouldn't be too bad, Alex and I did 6 miles in one day before. But it is cold and kind of rainy and he is carrying a huge backpack. I am kind of envious. (okay maybe not of the cold and rainy part)

Aghhh!!! What to do?

What are you guys doing this Friday night? Whatever it is, I hope you are having a beautiful night full of peace and love. I love you all.

Keep praying for our world. Pray for our earth. Pray for each other. Pray for our families. Pray for our children. Pray for hope. Pray for peace. Pray for love. Pray for you! Pray for me. And always always pray for my sweet sweet Elijah.

Thank you!

I am so excited for you Elijah.

I really feel like this book is going to do well.

I love you I love you I love you.

I miss you so much.

Always.

<3