Tuesday, March 13, 2018

916: Adjustment

It is 10:55pm.

You would never know it is so late here at our home. My kids are wide awake and full of energy, even after a pretty long trip to the playground this afternoon.

Some of it, I think, is them acting out because they have gotten used to Levi being back home, and right now he is away for a few days working. He usually spends time with them before bed so I can blog and get stuff done for my book. So tonight is an adjustment....

We are going to get us out of this mess soon, and to somewhere where we can all live together happily and follow our dreams.

I believe it, so it must be so.

My Kickstarter is slowly inching to the $7000 goal. Tomorrow I am going to make a new video to help promote it, and I will keep messing people, and working on these events-- and I will make it happen.

We are going to Book Con. I can feel it :)

I also feel a tiny bit tired as I did not drink any Dr. Pepper today lol.

So I am sending you all sweet dreams, as I get ready to drift into dreamland myself.

Good night everyone. I love you all.


Elijah.
I love and miss you so much.
Please shine your love down on your brothers.
Guide them with your love.
Hold them in your light.
Let them know that you are near.
Sometimes it all seems like too much.
Sometimes missing you and wondering if I am a good enough mom for them,
it gets overwhelming.
I love you and your brothers more than anything. 
I just want peace and love for all of you.
God I miss you so much.
Always.
<3 


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