I am the master of procrastination today. I still have not finished cleaning this bus, nor does it feel like I will ever reach the end lol.
But, on the upside, I did take more time this morning to pray, write out affirmations and meditate. I also watched Youtube videos that aligned with an online class I took last night, and I messaged a few more people about Elijah's Smiles Change the World prerelease. So, it would it be a lie to say I have not been productive. Just a sit down in my pajamas, mellow kind of productive.
I am in a little bit of fog today because I took a Benadryl this morning for allergies.
I also have so many ideas and things I need to do that I am a little bit overwhelmed.
I wrote a lot of these things down in a list, and I think after my blog I am going to go take a bath, work on the bus some more, and then come back to that list and organize and break it down into little chunks that are easier for me to accomplish.
All is well. I am doing the best I can.
Yesterday's quiet day with Julien and Gabriel was a tremendous success! The boys were quiet until 4pm(ish) so I took them to Dairy Queen for mini blizzards. When we got home they went a little wild, but they practiced great discipline all day so I kind of just let them get it all out without any redirection.
We decided we would do this once a week. I am thinking Monday's would be a great quiet day.
Alright, time to clean up the bus. The mess is really adding to this overwhelming feeling.
When I sell a million books, and have a nice little home somewhere. I am going to hire someone to clean my house, and fold my clothes, and I will treat them like royalty. I am sending my future helping hands so much love.
I am also sending you guys so much love and light today--right into your pretty little heads and hearts. Have a beautiful day. Go change the world for Elijah.
Thank you!
My God!
You are such a beautiful baby.
I love and miss you so much.
Always.
<3
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