I'm home from my beautiful birthday weekend. My husband is amazing. He totally treated me to a wonderful relaxing weekend, and even got me some new clothes!!! I ended up getting 2 pair of jeggings--which I thought I would NEVER wear, but ended up loving soooo much <3 So my birthday wish for the perfect pair of jeans was answered (twice)! He is seriously the best and it was so nice to have the time with him.
Now that I am back at the bus, there are so many thoughts going on in my head: I have to pee. Alex is teaching himself to play the guitar and I am so proud of him. My book still has problems with the cover and might not be fixed until tomorrow, when I wanted to send out copies today. I hope that I don't disappoint anyone. I am really just trying to do my best. My secret Elijah Smile gifts are going to be late coming in, but should be here this week. We had to bring Levi back home and I miss him already. The kids are acting out the way they always do when he leaves. I got a beautiful necklace today in the mail that I love so much. The first Farmer's Market is this weekend and I don't have books ready, nor will they be here in time for it. And my heart hurts from some mean things someone said to me, and from being forgotten by someone else on my birthday...
That is a lot to come home to. Please send me lots of love. Tomorrow is a new day. I am simply doing the best I can.
Sending you all lots of love.
Go change the world and do it for Elijah.
Thank you.
"I created the sound of madness, wrote the book on pain, and somehow I'm still here to explain. That the darkest hour never comes in the night. You can sleep with a gun, but when you gonna wake up and fight--for yourself?"
Send some love my way sweet boy.
I love and miss you so much.
Always.
<3
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