Wednesday, May 9, 2018

973: Not At This Time

It is 9:22pm.

I got an email tonight from Tinkergarten saying that basically they had too many good candidates and at this time I am not moving forward in their hiring process. I think that I am still on like a long term waiting list, but I don't know how long that wait is going to be and I already thought I was going to have to wait until September to teach...now I have no idea.

It sucks, because I need a job that is flexible and I know I would be amazing at this. I would also love more than anything to have my children be able to enjoy the classes too, but maybe there is some reason it is not working out right now.

I will just keep working on Elijah Smiles and figure it all out.

Just please send love, because even though I fully accept it and am going to be okay, it is still a disappointment. Money is kind of tight right now, and we have had dental bills and now a cat at the vet...I just wanted to be able to contribute more to my family.

Right now, I think I am just going to take a bath, think about the things I am thankful for and just try and trust that it will all be okay.

Sending you guys all lots of love. Have a beautiful night.

Go change the world for Elijah.

Thank you.


I love you sweet boy.
I hope you know that I want you to be at peace and free.
Your happiness means the world to me.
I love and miss you so much.
Always.
<3 

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