I can feel the Sedona sunshine, but today my focus was more on cleaning the bus and trying to spend some time with the kids.
This morning we played Chutes and Ladders, rescued our cat from a really tall tree, watched Shrek, and they went swimming in their little pool or played the computer. We are so unstructured it isn't funny. I know things will get better. I am trying to just do a little better each day with them, Julien and Gabriel together can be so overwhelming sometimes.
Next week they will start with counseling again.
But I am proud of the little steps we are taking to spend more time together in the mean time. I know they need me. I tend to get wrapped up in my dreams and projects and I haven't been very present with them. So today, I tried my best to change that, and the world didn't collapse because I wasn't obsessing over every small detail with my Sedona Retreat. I gave myself a little bit of time to talk about it and it seems to be drawing a lot of attraction on its own. No sign ups yet, but I have a good feeling it will fill up soon. I am so close.
So tonight I say a little prayer that it all works out for the highest good of all. What will be will be.
Sending you all lots of love <3 Have a beautiful night.
Don't forget to change the world for Elijah.
Thank you!
Oh sweet boy.
You are so beautiful.
I love and miss you so much.
Always.
<3
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