"Comparison is the thief of joy."
I know this. I KNOW this. So why do I continue to do this to myself day in and day out?
Seriously, how many of are guilty of comparing our story to people who seem to be further along in life than we are at the moment?
I have lived a great deal of my life wasted, worrying about how my story compares to others. Now I am spending a great deal of my time trying to unlearn this nasty little habit so that the rest of my life can be enjoyable. But, I admit, I still have my moments.
Jealousy is a thing I need to work at.
I am human. I will forgive myself, and give myself grace so I can learn and grow... we are all valuable in our own special ways. No need to compare to others.
Also, random Kelly thought, I really need to use a calendar. This week my kids have missed computer classes and church get togethers because I am living in brain fog. I just programmed next week's schedule in my phone, hopefully I will get better at this. (But on a brighter note, I did manage to make it to the belly dancing class tonight that I forgot about last week lol.)
Sorry for this ridiculously silly and weird blog post. I am really tired. I ran and danced today and haven't been sleeping well at night...and this week has been an emotional rollercoaster.
Sending you all lots of love. Have a beautiful night.
Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.
Thank you.
Oh sweet sweet boy.
I love and miss you so much.
Always.
<3
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