After work I did some work on the Love, Elijah page today and have put forth lots of efforts into planning a candle lighting ceremony for December 13th.
I just hope it pays off.
I tend to have a hard time having people show up or participate in anything I plan. I am kind of one of those people who are pretty easy to forget. People never show up at anything I plan.
Not trying to be Eeyore. It is just real life.
But this time it's more important because it is not about me. This is about honoring Elijah and the other babies out there who are spending their Christmas in heaven.
I will get there...I just have to keep pushing. And I will because Elijah is so important.
Elijah,
Tonight I helped a man who had ran out of gas. It is a weird how it all happened. I drove out of my way to find a Wendy's. I ended up giving up because I had driven too far and hadn't seen a Wendy's. I stopped at the walgreens where i decided to turn around. In the parking lot there was a guy who seemed quite upset and he told me he had ran out of gas. I normally don't trust situations like this, even though I am a very giving person. But this guy seemed pretty genuine. So I took a chance and helped the guy out.
I spoke your name while getting the money and it made me feel better about it.
I don't know. I just thought I would share with you.
I miss you little man. I hope you know that. I love you so much.
You're doing all of this out of love, and that's what matters the most. Every big, influential cause starts off as a small, but important project. People will begin to come around and participate, but until then, please don't be discouraged. You are not easy to forget, and neither is your sweet Elijah.
ReplyDelete-Samira