Tuesday, November 10, 2015

it has been 2 months since i held you

It is 9:36.

Oh sweet Elijah.

It has been two months since I last held you.

They have been a hard two months, and while it feels like no time has passed, it feels like an eternity because I have had to spend every moment without you.

I have kept my promise to you and I am pushing forward every moment I can to try and change the world in your memory.

They have been small victories, but they are ours.

I just wish you were here with me to see them.

We got some more Love, Elijah packages today.

They help so much.

I haven't, however, had luck with the house hunting.

I suppose in time we will find something.

I am trying to be faithful and believe.

I just miss you so much kiddo. I always will.


I love you I love you I love you
I miss you.
You are forever my baby.
You are forever my child.
You matter to me.




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