Sunday, November 18, 2018

1164: Risk

It is 9:51pm.

Spirit and Angels above, please shine down on me, because I am about to take a huge risk lol. I feel really supported and positive right now, now I guess it is just my time to push forward and shine! You never know if it will work, unless you try right???

Please send all the positivity, love, and prayers you can my way.... I will discuss more when plans are set in stone. But I am kind of giddy right now lol.

Today was a good day... much better than yesterday. The only bummer was I supposed to see all my family in Baton Rouge today, but I will find another time to see them...yesterday when I was headed to see them our dogs got out and caused a big fiasco. I had to turn around 1/2 way there, and by the time I got home and dealt with everything, I did not feel like going anywhere...

Back to today, the kids and I did a tiny bit of learning. We basically did an art project and then played scrabble jr. (well me and the little ones anyways). Alex worked on an art project all day, and the little guys spent the rest of the day playing outside, building forts and dreaming big. They were convinced they were going to sleep under the stars in their "fort" tonight, but both are sound asleep in the bed waiting for me to come cuddle them lol.

This afternoon we also went to the gym and worked out as a family. We pulled out the mma gear and threw punches and kicks, and I finally got to test out the sauna.

I am thankful for such a nice day....Now I think it is time to go snuggle with the little ones.

Sending all of you lots of love. Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.

Thank you.



Sometimes it feels like it is all just a dream,
then I look at these photos of you and it is just too real.
It is hard living without you in my arms.
I miss you dearly sweet boy.
I love you more.
Always.
<3 


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