Today has not been the greatest of days.
I found out the kid who made the "punting babies off bridges" comment is now my temporary manager...well one of them.
I don't wish him anything but well.. Honestly. I think he is probably a somewhat ok person. I am just going to have a hard time going to him with anything personal AT ALL... But hey, that is just me right...and what does it really matter in the long run. As long as he can run the operation.
One of the reasons I was so glad to leave my old area is because i had a manager who made me feel uncomfortable about me being me. I never felt good enough around her, and now this.
It is very disheartening.
However, I am trying my best not to take it personal, for my sanity's sake.
One day I will be on to bigger and better things.
Every day is one step closer to something bigger.
Everyday is Also one day closer to Elijah.
I just have to keep pushing forward for him.
I have to keep leaving a legacy of kindness behind for him.
I have to find a way to really live my life to the fullest for him...and worrying about my management team is not worth the stress, or energy (as a good friend put it).
Wherever there is a void, I will try to feel it with the love I have for Elijah.
I will do it because he is important.
Elijah. Oh sweet Elijah.
I miss you.
I love you.
You are my son.
You are my life.
You are my heart. <3
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