Tuesday, May 31, 2016

My Little Linus

It is 10:56pm.

We are watching The Peanuts Movie and I am missing my little Linus (Elijah) so bad.

The days are getting harder...

I miss him so much.


Elijah, I don't understand and as your big day comes closer I am having a hard time trying to deal with it all. I was so excited to have you and now I am terrified of your birthday because I am scared of all the pain I will feel that day...

I just want my baby boy back.



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