Today is the 16th day of The Capture Your Grief project.
Today's theme was Full Moon Retreat.
Here is the picture I shared and what I wrote:
This picture is of yesterday's moon. It is from my crappy phone camera so of course it looks nothing like the real moon.
I haven't seen tonight's moon.
Today has been a crappy grief day.
I woke up completely restless, full of anxiety. I woke up missing Elijah bad.
I wanted to drive off and do something with the kids, but I decided to just stay at "home." It wasn't a bad day really, but I just can't stop tearing up and thinking about him. I'm also thinking about the future without him (which I know is a big no no).
Empty nest will one day take on a while new meaning :(
I know that is a long way down the road, but today it felt like it was right in front of me and kicking me in the gut.
I just miss him.
I miss my Elijah.
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Tomorrow we may have an answer on our housing situation.
Please say prayers for everyone involved.
It would mean a lot to me.
And as always, pray for our world. Pray for my family. Pray for me. And always always, pray for my sweet Elijah.
Thank you.
Hi sweet boy.
I miss you so much.
Today I cried for you.
I can't wait until we can see each other again,
But until that day comes
I will honor you in everything I do.
I love you so much.
<3
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