Christmas is a very hard day.
Not only is it one of the hardest days to miss your child, but it is also the day that we announced our pregnancy to mine and Levi's family just 2 years ago...
My anxiety has been off the charts today, but I held it together the best I could to try and enjoy a day with my parents, my brother, and of course Levi and the kids.
The kids were blessed with many wonderful presents to open and we have so much food, I have no idea where it is all going to go. I sent a lot of it back to my parents, but there are still so many cookies and candies here.
I have laughed and I have cried. I have felt every emotion imaginable. But mostly I have just missed Elijah so much.
I cuddled his Elijah bear as we watched A Christmas Story and after I finish this blog I am going to read him and his brothers the book I got him for Christmas.
I try to include him, but it still hurts so much that he is not here.
I just miss him.
Tonight when you say your prayers, please remember all the families out there who are missing a loved one this Holiday Season. Christmas is not always cheerful and there are a lot of broken hearts out there.
Thank you.
And as always, please pray for our world. Pray for my family. Pray for me. And always always, pray for my sweet Elijah.
Merry Christmas sweet boy.
I miss you so much.
We all do.
I can just imagine that Heaven is so lovely on Jesus's birthday.
Sending you so much love.
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Merry Christmas I'm sorry you, Ginny and so many others had to spend this day without your angel baby. Love to you all
ReplyDeleteMerry Christmas, Kelly. We bought a book for Charlie too and read it at his forever bed. It is called The Night You Were Born.
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