One day I will have this whole YouTuber thing down...lol.
Another night of waiting a few hours for a video to upload, when I probably should have started working on this hours ago... oh well, it is fun for the kids and me. Even if it never goes anywhere, they will always have a way to look back and see that we had fun together!
Here is my sad attempt at a Make a Difference Monday video from last night. (Please excuse the fact that I look super tired and kind of gross...lol. I was probably both of those things. Yesterday was a rough day.)
But even if it wasn't my best video, I am super proud of myself for just pushing through and making it. Because, I certainly feel like doing much of anything at that point of the day.
Anyways, today was much better. Some minor aggravations here and there, but the kids and I both did better behavior wise.
It will take some work...but I do appreciate the little bit of progress we made today.
I am working on some ideas for the school bus. A very generous gift was given to us on Easter, and we have some Home Depot gift card money that we are trying to figure out just how to use...
Levi and I talked about it and decided we needed to make a floor plan and a list of all the things we need and go from there. And even though it costs NOWHERE near revamping a house, it will cost quite a bit of money to do all the things we need to do.
I am hoping that I can pull of this Harry Potter Camp Idea we have and make a little bit of money this summer to help us finish our remodel, and possibly start traveling in the fall...
Gabriel asked me very sincerely tonight when we were going to make the bus move and go somewhere fun--he was very disappointed when I told him I didn't know yet.
It will come together when it comes together. I have start remembering to cherish everyday as is, and let the future come as it comes. I actually really love our little bus as is, but our own kitchen and bathroom would be nice. And I would love some shelving for better storage lol.
I have no doubt in my mind that we will make this bus move (okay, well I do have some doubt..lol.. But I am pretty stubborn and I will find a way to make it happen. I am NOT giving up this time).
Alright, well I need to get some sleep.
Hope you are all having a peaceful night and following your dreams! I love you all so much. Thank you for reading.
Please keep praying for our world. Pray for our country. Pray for my family. Pray for me. Pray for you! And always always pray for my sweet Elijah.
Thank you.
We had one day at Disney World together,
and this was the only picture I have to show for it.
I always thought we would have a million--
me working there and you growing up...
I hate myself sometimes for all the times I left you at home
because I was so sure there would be another day.
How silly we are to take loved ones for granted.
How sad it is that we always think there will be more time.
I will always cherish that one day.
I know it was hot,
and I know there was very little that we did together,
but you were there and that is what matters most.
I love and miss you so much.
Always.
<3
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