Well, I lucked out and didn't have to go to 2 different appointments today!!! Thank God. It turned out that the second appointment was LSU finally coming through with a physical therapy referral. However, since I am already in physical therapy I did not need to go!
I did finally get to go to an orthopedic specialist today after speaking for a few minutes, he scheduled me for another x-ray, an MRI, and a nerve test. Surgery is likely...
I'm not going to lie, I am pretty terrified of surgery. Like, I started to tear up when he mentioned it, and I cried for a good few minutes in the car getting ready to leave to come back to Natchitoches. But if it brings relief, I have to stay positive about it.
I delivered some of my books to a couple of stores in town today. I am going to try and deliver some more later this week, but it will be a while before I make any real money off book sales, because I need to keep stock--which means the money I make just goes right back into ordering more books--until the season is over and I don't need the extra stock. Or until I figure out how to make this all work lol.
I am learning. I am doing what I love. I am making money. I am thankful.
Tomorrow is a full day of doctor's visits again. X-rays in the morning, then my primary care doctor, and then physical therapy.
I am going to bed lol.
Good night everyone. Sending you all love and sweet dreams.
Follow your heart. Do what you love. You deserve to be happy.
Please keep praying for our world. Pray for our country. Pray for our hearts. Pray for our minds. Pray for peace. Pray for love. Pray for our families. Pray for you. Pray for me. And always always pray for my sweet Elijah.
Thank you.
Oh sweet boy.
How I miss you so.
Every single day.
Every single moment.
You are always part of this family.
I love you Elijah.
Always.
<3
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