Saturday, December 23, 2017

835: Caved

it is 10:16pm

Fear is a lie.

Well I may have let fear tell a little white lie today and it led me to believe that my kids might be upset with the amount of presents under the Christmas tree this year....so I caved.

Yep—Levi and I went Christmas shopping today for more toys—mostly for Gabriel and a little for Julien.

They are only Little once.

In a few more years, the joy around Christmas will stay but it will change, and we will grow and change with it- continuing to learn that life is more about love and experiences than stuff.

Don’t worry,  Most everything we got inspires creative play and will surely bring joy and happiness into their hearts.

Good mom? Bad mom? Never really 100% sure where I stand... but always 100% that I love all 4 of my boys with all my heart.

Sending you all lots of happy holidays and falalalas ;) Hug your family tight and remember those missing someone they love this holiday and every single other day of the year!

Keep pray for our World. Pray for our Eatth. Pray for our families. Pray for our children. Pray for hope. Pray for peace. Pray for love. And always always pray for my sweet Elijah.

Thank you.


Cars? Trucks? Robots? Paw patrol?
What would you want for Christmas?
All I want is you!
I love and miss you so much Elijah 
Always
❤️

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