Tuesday, October 13, 2015

Good night from me and Julien

Elijah, today we got our first letter for the Love, Elijah project.

It is a small step, but I hope it opens some flood gates and helps more parents tell their stories.

As important as it is for me to speak about you daily and share my love for you, I have to imagine it is Hell for other parents who haven't told their story, or don't feel as though they have had a place to go.

I also spoke to a sweet mother today who told me she was glad that I had started this, because there were things she never got to say to her child and it had been years since they had passed.

I thought that it was so great that she would finally get to say those things.

I hope I am making you proud. I really want you to be proud. I miss you so much.

Right now I am trying to get Julien to sleep...of course...as you know Julien, he is being hard headed and reading me blog instead...even though it is way past his bedtime now. :0p

We all miss you sweet boy. Everyday and in everyway imaginable.

I guess I need to get Julien to sleep.

He is giggling because I am talking to you about him. He thinks we are being silly.

Good night Elijah. From me and Julien. We love you.




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