next october 15th

It is 9:49pm.

I have tried today, like many days to just stay busy and be productive.

I don't ever want to forget Elijah, but I want to hold him in my heart in a positive way, which is sometimes hard to do.

Not that he is what is bad in my mind, that is never the case.

I just need to make sure to keep his memory a positive experience.

Anyways, I have decided by October 15th of 2016, The Love, Elijah Project will open a small museum/support center.

I woke up thinking about this date and so I decided to make it my goal date.

That means I will have to try my hardest to be on top of fundraising and keeping busy in Elijah's sweet sweet memory.

But right now, I need a small break and I think Levi needs me.

Oh sweet sweet boy. Nothing will ever make me stop missing you. I love you more than the stars in the sky could ever add up to. I will let everyone know that you are my son and you are important.

I love you I love you I love you.